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Out of Touch With My Creativity

Wednesday, February 11th, 2009

I really miss writing lately. I think of all the things I could be doing like writing articles, blog entries, painting picture,s working on photography, starting a scrapbook and on and on. But, I just can’t get myself to sit down and focus. I can blame it on many things but think it’s mostly due to the winter blues and my situation at work. When things aren’t going well at work, usually I turn to writing and being creative in order to cheer myself up. Well, it’s been really bad lately and I’ve just felt tired.

I’m really facing some tough challenges at work. Sometimes I just want to give up. It feels like I try too hard and then something happens and all my efforts were for nothing. But then again, maybe they aren’t. Maybe they make me feel good, like I’m facing diversity and going to succeed no matter what. Maybe I’m doing this for a higher cause and nothing on this Earth really has any hold on me.

So, anyway, I guess this is a long explanation as to why I haven’t been writing much lately. I love writing and I love sharing it with others. I hope I haven’t lost too many of my readers by lack of activity. I am here. I am thinking of writing constantly. I do think of my readers too.

I will try harder to stay in touch with my creative side. I know that sometimes it’s the only thing that keeps me going. I begin Spring term at school this Friday. I’m looking forward to it, because it may shed some light on my situation at work. I also enjoy the discussions with my classmates who think like me. So, I’m sure it will be motivating to see everyone and get some discussions going on Friday night.